pinapili nila ko kung kanino ko sasama. dad or mom. lol. magdedemand na sana ko ng foster parents e. hihi. but i can never deny that both of them have contributed a lot for me to be what i am today. i am thankful to both of them, equally. but to a point na kailangan nila ko papiliin? it do breaks my heart. kala ko sa mga korning lovestory lang ang heartbreaks. di pala. mas matindi pa! they were also planning to pursue divorce! grabe, i never imagined na hahantong ung pamilya ko sa ganito nung bata pako- dumbfounded! life really do play tricks on us. the once happy family now easily torn apart, sucks eh? hindi naman sa gusto kong i publicize ang napakakulay kong buhay pero sa loob ng bahay ala kong mapagshare-an . friends- i;m in a foreign land and telling them a story that they’re used to will never make a difference, maybe they would even make fun of my life or try to be a companion but not completely be. kaya syempre! turn to Jesus. you know that dream of being a woman and then have kids? that’s a very vague picture of my future, i guess. not that i choose to, but bec. i’m afraid to and never would i desire to let my kids suffer when my love and i stop loving each other. never.
